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Down Memory Lane
Friday, 6 January, 2012, 9:48 AM
Time for a change?
Over time, changes in features occur and so do one character. How do you define change? Change is too vague and wide that is indescribable. Everything’s changing, everyone is changing. So when it comes to the matters of the heart, it’s hard to describe. You could express yourself differently and yet your feeling says otherwise. I was totally and utterly in love with the boy I fell for in school. Somehow, overtime, as he’s character changed, I felt more distant. Distant to the character I fell in love with, the person who was quiet and fragile that seems to crack at any word I say.It’s different now. All I feel is anger in his heart. As if he’s a volcano ready to erupt after an earthquake. And every time a fight occurs you tend to not watch your words when it flies. Everything that has been bottled up inside will be let loose to run wild. And those words aren’t nice, they’re hurtful in nature. When an individual is angry, do they really mean what is being said or is it because they are in the spur of the moment. It’s hard to decipher the meaning behind it. I have believe forgiving is the way when such situation arises. Then again, probably, I have been too lenient. Repeating a mistake is fine but how many is too many? If in every fight it occurs, the individual will be sick and tired of hearing it.
And that is how I’m feeling. You told me once too many time to f*** off and of course, I try to understand the situation and not blow up and stay. Again the question comes to mind, how many times is too many? Maybe it’s time for me to decode the meaning and get over it.